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d_wagon wrote:The world is a small place. I have experience that thorughout my life. I may not be a poet, a rich person, an author, or a good spokesperson. I'm just another human bieng who has been thrown to the mercy of others. I'v been stabbed, been spied on, been chased, been shot !!! All the unthinkables have happened to me. Life is miserable. Any one reading this coudlnt see that but i know. Loving some one u know u cant touch, feel, hug, or even pass a smile, makes life even more deppressing. But i'm not that weak. I will not fall on my knees and end it. I have some one to loook out for. My 11 year old sister counts on me. She considers me her superman, but she dosent know, whts inside her superman. There is a big lie hidden beneath. I thought i had it all. I thought i had the perfect friends. I thought they will live on. But what did i knew that their desmises will bring me closer to someone. Someone i could really trust. Someone whom i thought i knew. Someone with whom i could share every thing. Except one little lie which broke it all. A relative told me, "friends come, friends go". But can friends be bought from a supermarket. NO! friendship is all about trust they say. And this day has proven, that lies lead us nowhere, except to DEATH and DESTRUCTION. Any one reading this, remember. Never in ur life trust some one who is not open to you. And never show ur true colours until the other person does. I dont care what happens to me after this post, nor so i care what anyone thinks of me, but THIS incident will haunt me for the rest of my life.
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Thank you.
MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ALL
<BR><BR>Maybe the following qutoe will help you<BR><BR>I struggled hard but did not reap the fruits of my labors. Then I gazed into myself and found that my ego and my heart were unified. When the ego and the heart are united, a portion of all that shines upon the heart is seized by the self. Thus I came to know the cause of my dilemma, that the light illuminating my heart was being seized by my ego. <BR><BR>-Al-Nuri, in "Islamic Sufism" <BR>From "The Bounty of Allah," <BR>d_wagon wrote:The world is a small place. I have experience that thorughout my life. I may not be a poet, a rich person, an author, or a good spokesperson. I'm just another human bieng who has been thrown to the mercy of others. I'v been stabbed, been spied on, been chased, been shot !!! All the unthinkables have happened to me. Life is miserable. Any one reading this coudlnt see that but i know. Loving some one u know u cant touch, feel, hug, or even pass a smile, makes life even more deppressing. But i'm not that weak. I will not fall on my knees and end it. I have some one to loook out for. My 11 year old sister counts on me. She considers me her superman, but she dosent know, whts inside her superman. There is a big lie hidden beneath. I thought i had it all. I thought i had the perfect friends. I thought they will live on. But what did i knew that their desmises will bring me closer to someone. Someone i could really trust. Someone whom i thought i knew. Someone with whom i could share every thing. Except one little lie which broke it all. A relative told me, "friends come, friends go". But can friends be bought from a supermarket. NO! friendship is all about trust they say. And this day has proven, that lies lead us nowhere, except to DEATH and DESTRUCTION. Any one reading this, remember. Never in ur life trust some one who is not open to you. And never show ur true colours until the other person does. I dont care what happens to me after this post, nor so i care what anyone thinks of me, but THIS incident will haunt me for the rest of my life.
<BR>Thank you.<BR>MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU ALL